OH the joys of learning

No wait iam just kidding. i have spent the whole day studying studying studying, and my brain is officially shot. i fucked rocked the shit out of SCIENCE it is my bitch. but than come in his estranged cousin MATH. that bastard. it annoyed me so i just decided to clean up my room some and it did work. i felt better than i had a beer or two yeah i have a problem lol.GET OVER IT.

Peace Out Bitch

oh shit where did i fall off again

yeah this i s a venting session so fuck you if your feelings are hurt this is all the fuck about me i was supposed to be starting a work out regimen doing some p90x and getting all sexy for the summer but i been slacking on that and its the middle of the summer already i just say the crazy live rock band tonight and it make me up set that i am not in a band or even know how to play my guitar in any way shape or form i am doing a few good thing and making a few positive moves these days i have my ged test scheduled and am trying to study my ass of so i can slam dunk that shit with i know i am gonna do i had a car but i relied on others the help me get it on the road and of course it came back to bite me in the ass so ill never do that again any ways TIME TO GET BACK ON MY GRIND AND SHAKE OFF ALL THIS SHIT THAT HOLDING ME BACK

So i knwo its been mort than a few months now and oh boy has my life changed so much. first me and my girl of 3 years decided to go back to being friends.......wait wait wait let ma back track even before that, I GOT MY FOOT BACK YAHHHHHHHHHHH. ive been back to work sence th eend of march, and i havent spend much time not doing something sence. life is going pretty dam well right now, its not perfact but i am engoying it. oh i nbught a car and its a stick how crazy is that. ive been praticing the last few day and am starting to get real good at it. the first few days were a long and tiresome process but thats life. well back to work or at least making it look like i am working lol. btu seriously live life dont watch people on tv living their lives. get up get out and get something

Peace

I Dident even see it coming

Its really crazy how life just sneaks up on you and gives you a swift kick in the ass.
its 6:15am and i am awake still from the night before, nothing new. so i am doing some tech stuff and listening to music and the David cook song "Home" comes on and i like it so i listen to it again and me real good friend who is going off to Iraq in the end of January pops into my brain and out of nowhere the water work start, i don't know why but it kind of just hit me. its time like this that make you stop and take stock of your life and what really matters. i dont know about you but i know for dam sure i am doin it completely different in 09. its time to put away all the kiddie games and stop pussyfootin around and get this life thing goin

thats it.........Go Do Something!!!

So It Decided To Snow Today

SNOOOOOOOOOOOOW. So its cold, i mean its real cold out today. and what do i get to do, not get out there and shovel if that's what your thinking (not that i would want to) i get to sit inside all day. oh and i haven't been to sleep in about two days now so things are starting to get really tripy. well i am trying to make the best of it all. i just made a giant cup of hot chocolate and i am going to put on a movie and probably just pass out half way through. oh well if anything else that is worthy of note occurs ill let the rest of the world know.

And so it begins